you know what i hate? it’s that very moment when i can feel myself drifting away from someone i really don’t want to lose. it’s one of the scariest things in the world to know that at any given second, they won’t be there anymore. whether it’s to catch up on small talk, laugh at stupid shit together or just have someone to turn to. they are soon going to be just another memory and another lesson learned. no matter how hard i try to hold onto them, they let go of me a long time ago. it really sucks.