With approximately three months of high school remaining for me, I am losing more and more motivation to do my work :( I still end up doing it and I still get good grades on them, but ugghhhh. I just wanna graduate and go to university already.
I’m tired of high school; I know for a fact that I’ll miss it in the future, but I just don’t wanna be around the same environment anymore.
I wanna move out and start off somewhere fresh and have a clean slate once it comes to my classmates. I wanna meet new people and see new faces.
Womp, that is all.
To be honest, it bothers me that we don’t talk to each other as much as we used to anymore. But then again, if you don’t want to talk to me, I can’t force you.
Part of me would give anything for you to just disappear, just be fucking.. gone. But its a tiny part. The rest of me… The rest of me would take even this, even this shit feeling right now, over any other feeling. Because compared to this, I haven’t felt a single fucking thing in my life.
I don’t get how someone can talk to you everyday & just stop out of no where. They just stop associating themselves with you without any reason. Why would you leave me hanging just like that? Why…?
My life has been so boring lately. Even when I try to make it fun, it only lasts for a short period of time until it’s back to boring again. I don’t know, it’s like I’m waiting for something interesting to happen, but it never happens. I don’t even see the point anymore.
can’t seem to start social essay.
can’t finish english books.
can’t bother to start studying math.
all i’ve done is studied for bio and chem, which are the last two exams. WHY?
tonight my mom told me, ‘i like who you’ve become now that your with him.’
I’m done introducing my friends with my other friends. I mean it’s cool at first when you’re all hanging out together for the first couple times and they’re are getting along or whatever. But after awhile, they forget all about you and they start hanging out with eachother more than they do with you. Then all of a sudden this person knows this person because that person introduced them to that person. And it’s all like a big circle. I just hate it. Call me selfish, but dude, I’ve known so and so longer, and now all of a sudden yall are like best friends forever.